It's still impossible for me to grasp because I look at life in a very positive way ; A ;
I've never felt depressed or sad like that.
But years ago I started losing all energy. Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. Around then I also started getting terrible unexplainable headaches. Gooood knows how many times I've had to seen a doctor because of this. And still no explanation of what's goin on.
And now, for months ago, I've started losing absolutely all interest in what used to be my hobbies.
It's impossible for me to draw, no matter how bad I want to. And that's mainly the reason for this journal.
I've hardly uploaded any drawings since I joined,